The initial loss of schedule is stunning. What day. What now. Am I supposed to be someplace doing some thing. But the wholeness of space grows on you. space and time. Richness of being able to just look, just be. I almost began to take on the tasks others thought i should. As it is, I have filled enough of the time with enough stuff. The first two weeks just seem like a well needed vacation. It is the third and fourth that begin to vibrate with anxiety. Then the hummmm fades. Quiet is thrilling. And an introvert flourishes.
Having a bit of fun officiating weddings. It gives me joy to bless and
pray over folks who may not do this themselves.
|At My nephew's wedding|